Finding the inner glow.

Putting a stop to self-denial; Facing the truth

Thursday, December 15, 2011

Alright, I'm gonna just try to squeeze everything that I want to say right now in less than 15 min.

I finally got down to start off my Priority List. I'm not exactly halfway into it yet but at least I found something to guide me along cos' I didn't know how & where to start. Listed out all the areas that are important & i feel are playing a big part of my life this season. The guide got me to briefly explain how I'm doing and feel about each area (eg, Work, Family, Spiritual, Social, Emotion etc). It also got me to rate from 1 to 10 for each aspect. & I must say, the ratings aren't lookin' good. The next part is to identify 3 worst areas and to think of ways to prioritize them for the next 2-3 months. At least right now I know what are these 3 areas & I'm gonna continue with Part 2 when I come back from camp. Im pretty excited at this first step I'm taking to move towards achieving better changes in my life. I've been living in self-denial for way too long. & the scary part is that I did not know I was in self denial all this time because I thought & believed that things will somehow work out if I held on. All of us should have heard of this quote before, "When you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long in the first place." And this quote always rings in the head whenever I'm at the verge of giving up, & I literally held on for really long.

I will complete my Priority List when I am back & I must. & I've decided to let it all begin when 1st Jan 2012 arrives. God, I don't where you're leading me to but I've never once let it slip my mind that You have far greater & better plans, far more than my mind can imagine, all prepared and set in place for me. I will trust in You and although I'm really a lousy planner, but God, I pray that Your wisdom will lead me through all this planning. In Jesus name, amen.

I'll be back by Sunday! Survivor FTW :)

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