Hey tards! It's finally the weekends, yet again. Don't you think the days seem to be passing by faster than normal nowdays? Or is it just me, now that I'm working everyday on wkdays & I've alr lost the luxury of the unlimited "Me-time" that I used to have? But it does seem so to me cos it felt it was only just yesterday when I finally could meet up with Lover for a short breakkie last Sat. & then it'll be Sunday & poom! Monday's here, work starts again & the cycle repeats.

Somehow, I feel unaccomplished.

On one hand I wanna fully utilise my 2 short free days & on the other, I just feel like kicking off my shoes & rest my day off. I wanna meet so many people, I wanna stay home, have a slow lazy breakfast, loving the morning air & sun, I wanna sit down with Mummy, have our usual weekly lunch like we used to & just talk to her cos it feels like years since I really did so, I feel like staying home, groom shave blow Nick with my own sweet time & make him all puppyish again, I wanna go grocery shopping with Mum again, I wanna have time and energy to want to do my workouts & I wanna weave those 101 ideas that I came up with over the week into reality..

It's just endless.

& I know, just thinking about things that I couldn't have is not gonna help.

O Lord, help me to see the loveliness of everything I alr have right now & love every bit of it.

Anyways, if I get a lift from Daddy in the morning, I'll always reach my workplace way earlier each day & so, I've been doing a lot more regular QTs (Quiet Time with Him) now & I'm slowly loving it. Some days it'll be a struggle with the tiredness & I'll be cranky about reaching so early. But these days, I've been going around & exploring the places near my workplace (at Turf City) more instead of just sitting in the seats around the compound.

& yesterday I decided to take a walk deeper on the road tracks alongside the mass grass fields. & the feeling was just simply amazing. The cool morning air & breeze with the sunlight softly shining down on me, the smell of fresh morning grass just sprinkled with morning dews, the knowing that nobody's around & I'm carefree, this natural serenity was what I've been needing.. The peace was simply indescribable. It makes you smile to yourself unknowingly. It makes you feel so light. & it makes you feel like singing & dancing.

It felt so beautiful.

It definitely freshen me up for a full day of work after that. & I just got reminded again at how sometimes it's a matter of our own perspective & attitude towards life or anything. You say it'll be a bad day, then it'll be bad. But if you say everything will be good, then you'll somehow be able to see the goodness in all the little bad things.

Anyways, so I've been inspired alot lately through my QTs & my little short retreat that I wanted to share some of these inspirations, or should I say soul-lifters, with those who's searching for that little push in your every days. & so I've decided to come up with an inspiration corner for me to do just that & I hope it does inspire you in one way or another like how it did with me (:

Look out for the next post! (: